Innarestin'

Thursday nite was innarestin' then I had my Friday and now Saturday. The innarestin' part?

I don't know how much I can drink...but I know its a lot. And it hurts me. Or at least I think it might.

But then I think of 2012 and I wonder if its gonna happen. I'm scared, but not. A calm I can't describe.

Maybe its becuz I've lived a life that was good enough to die for. Or maybe its becuz I don't yet have that tie that binds: my own family.